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♥ Tuesday, May 16, 2006

haiz. almost late 4 skool 2dae. lol. 2gether wif trix n zar. den still readin ann ann's story bk since e skool MRL is closed 4 dunno watever. i feel so depressed. yesterdae noe my geo n mt. [geo: 63.5/100, mt: 71/130.] den i noe my math. gt 41/100. [i failed. n i thought i would b able 2 pass~] den was mt. we did nth at all. mi, ann ann, wendy, xiao hui n shi min were busy readin comics all e way till e bell rang 4 e nx lesson which is sci. so scared 2 noe my sci marks. haiz. 57/100. [i thought i gt higher den tt. oh well~] den was music. lol. talentime. ms ng is choosin ppl 2 represent 2A2 2 join e talentime. lol. [nt mi, nt mi~] den is recess. still reading comics.. haiz. den is 2 periods od eng. we oso noe how much we get. i was so upset n depressed at tt time when i finally saw my mid-yr eng marks. [i feel lyk bangin my head on e table hardly.] i haf nv, nv fail my eng b4.[juz e paper 2.] although i fail my paper 2, but i manage 2 pass e overall. haiz. it's counted as pass le. but.. im nt happie abt it. non-surprising, ann ann is 1st in eng. 21 passes, 23 failures. haiz. den was suppose 2 b cme. changed 2 lit. noe our lit marks as well. 40/100. [haiz.] i gt so many fails. am i a failure? i keep thinkin abt tis when we r watchin a movie called "after skool" during geo. [since there is nth 2 do.] haiz. am i a failure anot?? i nv get so many subjects which i actually pass in e old times but failed now. am i a useless gurl?? is my brain useful?? izzit in use?? am i been brain-washed or some sort?? haiz. questions starts 2 appearing in my mind. den i rush dwn 2 e music rm cuz in e morning, they sae after skool mit at e music rm 2 get e form. haiz. they left alreadie so i haf 2 go 2 e staff rm 2 look 4 ms choon. haiz. saw mr teo carrin his"briefcase". i guess he muz b goin hm. haiz. den saw ann ann n ms yanti tokin. lol. den went hm lorx. so sian. mayb tml get bak home econ since tml is wednesdae n last 3 periods r home econ. sian lahx~~
Listened to music @ 3:21 PM