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♥ Thursday, August 31, 2006

sigh. today was raining so the events changed. we had to go back to class but i gave alot of presents to teachers. the aces' day workout was held in the hall just before the concert. we came down late so... everything ended at 10.30am. mrs lim extand our recess so we have to report back to class at 11am. we played a game to guess which photo belongs to which teacher. 2A2 were not happy cause ms poon's picture wasn't shown. lol. but adila's item were the first and i have one word. wow! although there's alot of people dancing on stage but it was nicely done. haha. during eng, we had plan certain things like where we are going on 7 sep, where to meet, what to bring. sigh. but overall today, we had tons of fun. including giving presents to teachers. but the aces' day workout nobody was doing. =) and i found out that edwin is the second hamzah. lol. since he acted like hamzah. wahahahahahaha~

Listened to music @ 5:03 PM

♥ Wednesday, August 30, 2006

yeh. today sch end at 12.30pm. lol. i'm so happy that we can finally look at the class photos! for the informal ones, eizzam and fabian were trying to kiss each other. lol! and that frog was like weird. one of the informal picture, ms poon posed a thumbs up as if she's ad something. haha. we even brought it down to the art room so that we can take another look or let the class purchase it. there's 5R and 8R. i bought two 5R and two 8R. meaning i bought all. anyway, i always buy all the class photos and all in 8R. art lesson nothing much. we tried to calcalate our marks since ms neo said she will take the best two and divide by two. yeh i got 71 which's a A2. wendy got 72 also A2. i kind of forgetten ann ann and shimin's marks. since they have the same marks. xiaohui got the highest among the five of us. she got A1 but i don't remember her marks. sigh. had two periods of eng. we did filing. again. and also updated the content page. ms poon is such a blurhead. she made two mistake when we were updating the content page. lol. ann ann and liana told the class about the class outing on the 5 of sep. so we are going to east coast. but the time wasn't set. and where to meet. sigh. after that was our recess. and i read comics. yup, again. but fadhilah, ann ann and me left our math stuff at the library since math is right after recess. so after recess we went to the library empty-handed. haha.

sigh. ruixuan got scolded cause he went up the class. anyway, during math lesson we played alittle game. but it's actually our skill practice 11B. since ms chong went out of the library we all, cheated. we looked at the answers. wahaha. our trick was exposed. since ms chong realised it right after we showed her our answers. after math was the thing we all hated the most but we didn't do since our class is well, quite clean. classroom cleaning. the last 5 mins of the classroom cleaning time we have to keep quiet or ms poon will minus points. when the bell rang, all rushed out.

we went to xiaohui's house to have lunch before wendy and shimin return their comics and borrow again. after that we went to westmall to get teachers' day presents. these are what i got for the teachers. and i went home to wrap all these for tomorrow.

my list
~ ms poon - cup from precious that
~ ms chong and ms teng - somin to do with the smell. in think it's for the cupboards.
~ ms lim - candles [lemon flavour]
~ ms ng and ms choon - cute teddy bear


Listened to music @ 8:00 PM

♥ Tuesday, August 29, 2006

sigh. it's a tuesday. i have nothing else to do except reading comics. haha. i really have else better to do. had first two lesson with ms poon and she wanted us to draw our family tree. how i hated that work. sigh. but handed it up anyway. after cme/pg was sci. ms teng didn't come so that mr tay our history came in and relive us for one period followed by ms david. sigh. when the second rang, almost the whole class went back to their own seats. since everybody knows that ms david is coming in so all become good boys and girls or should i say nerds most of us clipped up our hair. after that went for recess. i was busy eating and reading my comic book at the same time. lol. sigh. after recess was two periods of mt. that teacher haven't come and ann ann and me were talking at the back of the class since i was still finding my things so that i can go over to xiaohui's seat since she didn't come today. someone spilled or rather played with water and it made my hair wet. and i realise that the drink was pink dolphin drink. eww... gross. ann ann forgot to bring her chinese workbook so she did my work for me. since she said that she will feel guilty if she didn't do her work which she was suppose to. i told ann ann to tell ms poon about the pink dolphin thing and she did. sigh. since after mt was eng. yeh! ms poon said that on weds. meaning tomorrow and thurs. sch ends at 12.30pm. so nice... hehe. did filing during eng. a simple hole-puncher was shared by fadhilah, wendy and me. haha. i was the first to use the hole-puncher. lol. fadhilah and wendy have a hard time punching holes on their worksheets where else i have a easy time. lol. after eng was math. we almost finished chapter 11 which happens to be our last chapter for math. grins. i have decided to buy teachers' day gifts tomorrow and i hope i'll have enough money to buy them...

Listened to music @ 8:09 PM

♥ Monday, August 28, 2006

sigh. it's a monday all over again but today's special. i have to go down extra early cause of the extanded line. but zarinah and i reached sch at 7.03am at the back gate so we walked all the way to the font gate. so reached parade square at 7.16am. sigh. then i put down my bag and sat near zarinah meaning xiaohui, wendy and ann ann there lor. during reading period ms poon wanted to check our fingernails. i have no problem with that since my nails are always short. that aidil is so... argh!!! keep hiding behide me and when ms poon caught him behide me aidil ask me why my body is not like wendy's. argh!!! i don't want to sit at the back!!! i want the fornt! went for math. learned chapter 11 which is the dunno what solving thing. but then it's abit like trail and error. sigh. after math was mt. mt is so boring. sigh. recess... i read comic. so intersting. haha. after recess was science. my right arm which was used for copying notes felt as if it was torn apart. i had a hard time back then. copying notes for myself and that stupid edwin. sigh. d&t! d&t! that was all in amirah's mind. she just wanted to finish her d&t project or should i say her artwork. i also wanted to finish it as soon as possible so we can relax abit. but mr chin have to crash our dreams of completing the project. instead of doing our work, we had a lesson on electic thing. about resistors, switchs, etc.

after sch yizhang, shimin and i went to have lunch at macdonald. since there's no sci remedial. we talk and talk and talk. laugh and laugh and laugh. had a blast. lol. after lunch went to westmall to see what i can buy for teachers' day.
my list
mini-pillow: ms poon
teddy bear holder: ms lim and ms chong
the rest not decided. sigh. tomorrow i will buy them and wrap it all up.

Listened to music @ 8:20 PM

♥ Saturday, August 26, 2006

today i went out to westmall to meet wendy, xiaohui, shimin, liyun, annann and annqi. since wendy wanted to see the singapore idols so we waited there lor. but i wanted to buy a habbo card so i go and buy and after that went to 'wat's in' to find myself an earring since i wanted one since a long time ago which i have forgotten to add it in my wishlist. but then all were so expensive... we meet wendy, shimin and liyun at B3 since they wanted to buy something at shop&save. and me, annann and annqi told them that we will be at the first floor at the shop carts since there's more earring for me to choose from. in the end i spent $8.90 on a very beautiful earring that annann and annqi help me choose. i own annann $1.70 and wendy 20 cents. not enough money to buy but i really wanted to buy and if i don't buy now, i will never be able to buy it since i only know how to spend money and alittle on saving money. sigh. after that we walked to wendy's house and i didn't realise that today wenxi is celebrating her birthday today cause i only know wenxi was born on first sep. sigh. me, annann and wendy were like having a eating contest. see who can eat more. wahaha. from 2.45pm we ate till around 4.30pm while shimin and liyun were playing habbo, xiaohui playing diamond mine on wendy's bedroom's computer and annqi listening to wendy's cds. after eating we went in wendy's room and annann started meddling with wendy's stuff and found a peacock's feather and start poking into her hair, clothes and make all of us laugh. i was laughing madly and annqi asked annann to stop it since i was dying of laugher. i ran out of the room and ran to the computer table where shimin and liyun was sat. i told them what happened and both of them started laughing. wendy came out and wendy asked annann to come out since she still got the peacock feather stab to her clothes and we were laughing like a bunch of mad people. i was laughing until my eyes were filled with tears. i left before eating wenxi's birthday cake cause it was 6pm and i needed to go home. sigh. back at home at 10pm something me and annann were sms-ing and talking about sabo-ing mr teo when he comes back from USA. hahaha.

annann: Let's have a food fight sometime again! :-D
me: haha
annann: Do you think mr teo can join us for a food fight oneday?
me: haha. no need. two years later when he comes back, we all wait under his block and wait for him then take water balloon and throw it at him. haha.
annann: can! water guns are also a must! :-D
me: wahahahahaha!
annann: and then we get changed and go have a food fight! and then go jogging together, no, marathon!
me: lol.
annann: and then go eat sushi! but mr teo pay. :-D :-D :-D
me no reaction.

i was like smiling when i read and sending her those sms-es and people think that i'm talking to my bf or something. lol. i don't even have a bf. haha. maybe two years later we will sabo mr teo. who knows what will happen two years down the road.

Listened to music @ 11:27 PM

♥ Friday, August 25, 2006

today when me and zarinah reached sch, we though that we were late since everyone was already standing. but we walked faster and we reached our places just in time for the flag rising. sigh. first two periods should be history but then that mr tay still marking our paper. so for the first period, mr ng come and take us then second period mr tay return our paper. i got 19/30 for history. yeh! i pass my history! wendy and me created a song by using our corrects and wrongs in our MCQs. something like, correct wrong correct correct wrong wrong wrong... haha. after history is literture. wah... i fail my lit. so sad. 17/40 leh. need 3 more marks only. can anyone donate me 3 marks for literture? lol. after doing the corrections we continued with the drama we did last week. and then went for recess. i want to read comics. wah... yesterday got choir so didn't go borrow comics with wendy, ann ann and shimin. so sad. then after recess was english. we get to know our english overall and science overall. but then ms poon cannot finish reading in time and some people change marks and she haven't record. sigh. we went for math afterwards. learned finish the chapter on mean, mode and median. after math was cme. i got 57/100 for english as the overall and 66/100 for science as the overall. so that means i got C5 for english and B3 for science. so good... shannon got A2 for english. zarinah and boon bing got A2 for science and zhenzhu, jolie and xiaohui got A1 for science. so good. then ms poon ask aidil why he never get A1 or A2 since there's so many A1 and A2 surrounding him. lol. after that we went to the hall and listened to mrs yeow's talk. sigh. 1.05pm then release us lor. so angry. after that teach corlissa, zarinah and xiaohui the aces' day workout. actually me and wendy suppose to teach corlissa only then zarinah and xiaohui came and join in the party. nada appeared and teach corlissa. we arranged to practice again on tues. sigh. wonder what grade i got for my math...

Listened to music @ 8:27 PM

♥ Thursday, August 24, 2006

sigh. today will be a annoying day for me since ms choon said to wendy and me that we will be leading the sch to do the aces' day workout. sigh. had the first two period of math. learn finished median, mode and mean. yeh. one chapter gone. haha. still, we have the whole skill practice 10c to do. sad. after that was pe. after the warm-ups, ms choon told us to go up to the stage but we refused. then she go use the mic to call us from the stage and we were like... "why us? zhenzhu, farid they all can le. why us..." so sad. in the end we teach them dance lor. sobs. then during recess i was so tired that i started drinking H2O and i think i won't be able to lose weight. sigh. me and wendy didn't bother to change into sch uniform and we were in pe shirt throughout the whole day. after recess was history. but the teacher didn't come for around 20 mins and guess what the class did? waterwar!!! aidil started it first. wahaha. ruzanana got wet and aidil bully her and she cried in class. sobs. adila got wet as well. dhalifah also. liana also. aidil was also wet cause the girls wanted to get back on him. we played like this for around 20 mins then the teacher come. so sad. wahaha. sigh. that idiot teacher haven't mark our paper yet. well, at least he marked our section A which is the MCQs. sigh. we started on a new chapter. something to do with the japanese thing. sigh.

after that was english. ms poon was angry cause that history teacher go tell ms poon that some people ran out of the class just now. and we all stood for 10 mins cause when ms poon call us to stand the jokers don't want to stand. sigh. finally! we get back our english paper. yes! i pass! 21/40. lols! so sad. fadhilah can't ask mr teo for chocolate since she didn't manage to pass her paper. but have no fear! still got end of year exam. teehee. after that was mt. did newspaper article. sigh. anyway i did pass up this time. after sch went to eat lunch with esther. then go choir. learn a new song and i hate it since i don't know what the heck a single word it's writen there on the score. sigh. next thurs will be the actual aces' day. sigh...



i want to eat yummy yummy stunning looking beautifully made dark chocolate...

Listened to music @ 8:05 PM

♥ Wednesday, August 23, 2006

so sad arh today. all of us were suppose to be in the class for reading period but then ms poon was talking to ms teo so we all sat in the parade square for reading. sigh. had art for the first two periods. so sad. i own ms neo two art pieces and i don't bother to do. evil grin. after that was english. very very sad lor. we didn't get the chance to view our english paper. since that marker, mdm tiong i think. wanted to remark the paper for the 3rd time. 3rd time leh. we have been waiting for our english marks and yet you dare to let us wait. angry sia. anyway... we did correction for our compo on 'the time when i was wrongly accused'. ms poon treats us as primary school kids. do corrections on the word that she circled and write 10 times. wah... i feel like a primary school kid all over again just by doing this silly correction. after that we went for recess. i bought my chocolate along trying to make fadhilah drool. but in the end i didn't make fadhilah drool during recess. sigh. when the bell rang for end of recess and were sitted down in the parade square waiting to go back to class or rather math lesson, we were complaining that, when is our turn to go up... we are going to have sunburns if we just continue sitting down here. when we reached the library from the classroom, we got a scolding from ms chong. she scolded us because we spent 5-10 mins going up to take our books and coming down. making the rest of the class waiting. sigh. we learned more about the mean and finished mean and mode. tomorrow going to learn median. actually when we were taking a break after we finished mean, the last 10 seconds of the break we used it to do a countdown. when we reached 0, ms chong was saying "you all are still thinking about math when i gave you all a break. so, does that means you all even think of math while sleeping?" haha. cause the countdown involve numbers. and numbers are a part of math.

when we got back up to class, it was time for mt. did workbook which i didn't do. all i did was copy the answers from xiaohui. then spend the rest of the period playing. we were actually talking about something worth this and that but in the end, xiaohui said wendy and mine fats don't cost anything then we got angry and wendy start tickling her and i started messing her hair. when it all ended, her hair was in a dreadful mess. it was the messy hair when she just got out of the bed. haha. in music lesson, we sang 'i'll be there' again. and it sounded better then the last time. lol. after music was science and we finished with 'chemical changes' and it was confusing! there's lots to learn. sobs.

after school we had our lunch we went to the music room. nada, wendy and me started dancing. haha. anyway, today hamzah's late. but then we gotten a bad new. we may have to lead on aces' day and we are trying the workout during pe lessons starting tomorrow. sob sob.

Listened to music @ 8:22 PM

♥ Tuesday, August 22, 2006

oh shits. found out that 945 is extanding its line. so i'll have to go to school extra early next week. and i also found out that i'm being weird. no one's reading my blog yet i'm still blogging over here. -.- sigh. anyway... i bought a piece of chocolate to school today intend to make fadhilah drool. wahaha. see, i'm so evil. wahahaha. as the fornt door was locked we all decided to go in by the back door and ms poon asked all those who came in by the back door to go out and come in by the fornt door and 3/4 of the class went out. and after that, we had the first two periods on english instead of the normal cme and pg periods. sigh. learned about how to improve our comprehension skills. after that was science lesson. lols! i ate my piece of chocolate infornt of fadhilah and she was like. "oh... stop that..." hahaha... i was making her drool. wahaha. happy happy. =p miao hsueh, aidil and edwin were making fun of fadhilah's hair during science lesson. sigh. what's the matter with these people?! fadhilah had her hair cut because she doesn't want to be caught just because of her long hair. and there's nothing wrong with that. if i don't want to get in trouble with my hair, i would have it short. the topic we are studying was a long topic. we had a crossword puzzle to do half-way through the lesson about chemical changes. sigh. though it was boring but it was a pleasure to copy notes. lols! but the noise of the jokers behide me were disturbing.

we went for recess and i was alittle bit pissed off since the joker created lots of noise and were disturbing me. yet i was rather happy to make fadhilah almost drool. decided to bring chocolate to school tomorrow to do the same thing since the chocolate didn't melt when i went to eat it during science which the the period before recess. when me, xiaohui, wendy and zarinah just signed in the library, the bell rang which tells us that it was the end of the lower secondary recess. what a bumper. i though i could read some books there. sobs. but then zarinah said we just walk a big round along the tables in the library and make our way out. lols! after recess was two periods of mt. oh... how i hate mt. esp the teacher. she wants us to do a compo and the tittle was "my darkest secret" secret of course means that i can't tell lah yet she wants us to write. in the end, i didn't even bother to hand up. see how good am i. evil grin. had free talking period after that but first we listened to ms yanti's... talking about racist thing since ruixuan wrote crap on his test paper yesterday during home econ which the d&t students are unaware about this. after ms yanti has left, we talked about this matter with ms poon until the bell sounded us to remind us that 1.05pm, it's maths.

well... we learned about the thing called mean which is the thing we learned in primary school called average. but in this case, the right word for it is actually mean. we learned. yar and math extanded until 2pm. me and ann ann were somehow fighting outside the library when i was suppose to have my lunch in the canteen and ann ann was suppose to wait for her sister in the library. wahaha... when i reached the canteen, wendy had just finished her lunch. sad. after lunch we went to wait for the fake king. lols. my goodness... he was wearing the same singlet he wore last friday. we all think he never wash his clothes. wahaha. we finished the song today and tomorrow have another session and we are going since we like the dancing. lols. one of the girls from sports and fitness wanted to come tomorrow to see hamzah. lols! so weird of her. but then we found out that hamzah washes his clothes but then we don't think so since he's wearing the same singlet as last friday. lols!

Listened to music @ 8:32 PM

♥ Monday, August 21, 2006

today's a monday~ common test papers are coming to us... wonder did i finally passed my math and chinese? and we have a hair check today. but the problem is there's no barber. when we realised it during our math lesson and my classmates came back without their hair cut. and we finally got back our math paper. i finally passed! 26/40. i love my marks. ann ann did a great job too. although she didn't pass her math but from a single digt, her maths is now a double digt! 13/40. good improvement. if i could get 28/40, i would have gotten the m&m chocolate from ms chong. woots~ after that was mt. got back the papers and i got 43/100. just need that stupid 7 marks to pass. arghh!!! we went for recess after that. and lined up in the parade square as usual. but it isn't fun without fadhilah since i can't make her drool with the word, chocolate. lols.

we had science paper back as well and i passed it. 31/50 i believe. i was so happy to pass my science and my math. i was rather upset about getting 43/100 for chinese. sigh. after doing corrections, we went on to another topic. oh man... the notes were very thick! but luckly we don't have to copy much since the bell rang shortly after we finished with the corrections. after science, no d&t for us since mr chin didn't come. there's this relive teacher who is very nice. shimin, amirah, nadia, diyana and i talked with the teacher about the courses we are going to take next year and the jobs we wanted to do when we grow up. and about the countries. hmm.. e kept talking about food and made amirah hungry. lols! after school i went home and secretly use the computer and chatted with fadhilah. we were talking about hamsters and how cute is mr teo's chinchila. wahaha. since he put it as his display picture anyway... then went westmall's library and were there from 3.15pm to 5.15pm. after that went to the nearest supermaket to buy chocolates... yum yum! intend to make fadhilah drool tomorrow in school. heehee! fadhilah... be prepare to drool over the chocolates i bought. teehee!

Listened to music @ 2:46 PM

♥ Saturday, August 19, 2006

haha. chocolates. izzit chocolate season? if not why my two friends wanted chocolates? now they make me want to eat chocolates as well! then again, i have my own chocolates in the fridge. grins. fadhilah told mr teo yesterday that she want chocolates and he said that if she gets A1 for her english then he will buy for her. now ann ann also want chocolates. she's gone completely nuts. first she asked me to ask mr teo to buy her 2 boxes of chocolates if she gets into express. shortly after that, she wanted a minimum of 20 chocolates in a box. and now she wants one box of chocolate to contain a minimum of 20 chocolates. all gone nuts~ now i'm craving for chocolates.

**goes to the fridge and take out one chocolate waffer**

i wonder will fadhilah score A1 for english and ann ann gets into an express stream to earn those chocolates. hmmm.... only 6 words to say to the both of you. work hard to earn those chocolates!

Listened to music @ 11:18 PM

♥ Friday, August 18, 2006

haha. these are some pictures i found on the internet and i intend to make fadhilah drool by looking at these stunning pictures of chocolates...







Listened to music @ 10:16 PM


amirah isn't late today so i'm happy. haha. no history for us since the teacher keep disappearing. sigh. two free periods. actually one since the second history period got this teacher called ms ang came in and aidil say he is the boss of this school. which we all laugh and laugh and laugh. this period... hahahahaha... aidil say he can sack anyone he wants to. muhahaha. very funny. after that was literature. did a drama called kopitam. then went for recess. after eating went to the bookshop to browse through all the thing which didn't worth buying. =/ when the bell rang, i was still thinking about the beach. haha. after we went, it was english. sigh. we got back our essay on the time i was wrongly accused. i got 22/30 same as zarinah. ann ann so good... she got 25/30. after that was math and hooray. ms chong didn't come. so sad. haha.

when we were inside the library classroom, ann ann was showing me and fadhilah some stunning pictures of chocolates snacks... and fadhilah was almost drooling. cause of the chocolates... yummy... and when we were walking up to class, fadhilah say she wanted to tag mr teo's blog. ask mr teo buy her chocolates from USA. haha. and i told her i will tag mr teo's blog to tell him the reason why fadhilah wanted mr teo to buy her chocolates. haha. then saw mdm teh. i say hi then she tell me to go sports and fitness club later cause got surprise for us. and when i reach wendy's table i told her that mdm teh say got surprise for us. the 1st thing we though of is hamzah coming back. lols! after that we just talk in cme lesson. since there's nothing to do. and we watched other people from outside perform singing without instruments and music. they just use their own voices as instruments and the show was great. they even ask the students to choose a teacher to come up on stage so that the guys can sing for the teacher. and guess who we all sabo? ms poon. haha. they ask ms poon alot of questions and one of it is do you have someone you love? can ms poon said i love my class. 2A2. haha. how true. lols! when ms poon was walking towards the stage, the guys even sang the song pretty woman. hahaha. me and wendy were like.. ms poon's theme song: pretty woman. wahaha.

after that we went to eat lunch and went to the library. since wendy have to do her home econ project. met nada and she say mdm teh ask her whether she got go sports and fitness club today anot. then mdm teh also say got surprise for us. sigh. three of us, think that the surprise is hamzah coming back. and we waited. really! hamzah's back with a funky new hairstyle. spiky purple hair. woah... we danced the new aces' day workout done by hamzah. wah... some of his steps we already know. but then the sports leaders dunno. haha. zhenzhu and farid were there also since they are the sports leaders... dots. my legs are hurting me just now after we danced. so next week my legs will be the same?

i wonder about the chocolates fadhilah asked mr teo to buy. hahas.

Listened to music @ 8:25 PM

♥ Thursday, August 17, 2006

today having last two papers. i studied nothing but maths yesterday. nothing but math. and i didn't study science although i also have science exam today. dots. math is abit hard since ms chong didn't teach us the formula for volume of cylinder. sobs. after that was science paper. then we went for early recess. 10 mins early.

after recess we had to line up at the parade square. when the sun came out, fadhilah was saying we are having sunburn soon. and i said it'll be alright if we apply suntan lotion. heehee. then wendy said you think what, this is a beach? and i said, add water and sand. oh yar, change the name hillgrove secondary to hillgrove beach. grins. hahaha. had the best laugh that time but not until we went up the class to found the history teacher never come and half of the class were playing truth or dare. but the jokers... wanted dare so the game become dares only. choose by spinning the bottle. and alot of girls got sabotaged. the dares people want them to do is actually to kiss people or dance. grins. and me, wendy, xiaohui and zarinah were sitting behide them watching and giggling. when the bottle was spinning, aidil said hope the bottle stopped at him and in the end, it did! i kind of forget what he must do. but the only dare i remembered clearly was yizhang suppose to kiss ruzanna but then... become ruzanna kiss yizhang on the check right before ms poon comes in and before we all hurried back to our seats.

we had two periods of english playing the game we stopped yesterday. abit boring but still okay. and five boys were chased out of the class for disturbing the class with their craps. with five of them out, the class is more quiet. conclusion: the jokers are the ones with alot of craps in class yet some could be funny and annoying. blah. soon right after english we went into our mt classes or perhaps, our own fave places to sit. which is closest to our own friends. the way we students like it. grins. did newspaper article again but the topic was teenagers nowadays running away from home as young as 6 - 16. i think. read one article which was the lamest and it says, 13 year old girl runaway from home because parents want her to wash her clothes herself. dots. after reading the whole article, we somehow complained. how come don't have the story of yiyee running away from home. grins. it has been about a month since he runaway from home. sigh.

after school went to wendy's house to take my book which she took from me yesterday and helped her find the informantion she needed for her home econ project. shimin said this job is for me since i'm the home econ rep. and hello? i'm already retired from my rank of home econ rep of 2A2. dots. when i reached home just to find myself crying.

told my dad i go to school at 7am, bus will come at 7.10am and i'll reach school around 7.20am and he don't believe. i was threaten to the loss of my handphone and the computer. which i totally hate. so my world is filled with nothing but hatred. feel like running away from home but i know i can't. besides, where am i going to sleep if i runaway? i want a mp3 player, i want a scanner and the most of all. i want more freedom. if you want an unreasonable father then i could give you mine. he can only make me cry. smile sometimes but most of the time, tears of someone scolding. his talking is like scolding so you will cry. i wished he would just go away, and fulfill my wishes.

Listened to music @ 9:00 PM

♥ Wednesday, August 16, 2006

cut it short today since going to have dinner downstairs later. by the way, saw mr teo's blog and he replied. telling fadhilah tomorrow. and ann ann wants mr teo's USA address. dunno for what. anyway today's the second day of common test and it's also known as my doomday since i comfirm fail my chinese, which i never pass in my life only when i was in primary 2? anyway... after mt paper was lit paper. most of us was staring into blank space when we merely did about 3-4 questions. when it all ended, we went for early recess. =) after recess was math. so many formulas to learn and remember... sigh. after that was mt. how i hated mt. did filing and i found out that i have missing ws here and there. sigh. after that had music lesson. we learned this song called "I'll be there". it's a nice song since i sang it before last year during teachers' day concert. we have two victims who sang the song. =) ms ng's fave students to call out. zhenzhu and chinwee. heehee. after that we went back to class for science. had a new teacher called mr lee who has the looks of a person who isn't born in singapore. me and amirah thinks that his mother could be from other countries. so, we have two science teachers in our class. =) and i'm having a bad day today since i'm down with sore throat since yesterday and today it has become worst. i'm in pain now. help...

Listened to music @ 5:56 PM

♥ Tuesday, August 15, 2006

too bad i couldn't post this earlier since i wasn't playing the computer in the afternoon. sigh. stupid me, went to study chapter 1-3 for history where it was suppose to be chapter 4 & 5. arghh... first paper english. comprehension only. the story was so interesting since it's about a teacher who got bullied by a mere boy who is not even 13 years old! when i was counting the words of how many i wrote in my summary, my eyes was heavy. it's was giving up on me it may seems. right after i counted the words, i put aside my things and before i know it, i fell asleep but then it's only for 10 mins. the second paper we had is history. uh-huh... it's abit hard but when the paper ended, i went to check the events about singapore. the one which the japanese landed where then attacked bukit merah then dunno where after that is something to do with a hospital. it's section A, part 2. i scored full marks on that one. i think.

as you can see from my title, 'fadhilah is mad as usual'... actually i read mr teo's blog yesterday and spotted fad's tag. she was asking mr teo when is his flight and whether she can go see him for the last time as a class. i was like... woh... fadhilah's mad as usual but then, madder then usual. oh yar. i wanted to say something but i know mr teo won't read my blog so i'll write it anyway.

-----start of message-----
it has been a fun time beening your students, but then you have to go to purchase your dreams [i think]. although the class brought you troubles at times but i don't think they really mean it. well, now they have gone bad and i don't really care. i know you are catching a flight today around ten and some of us are wishing you have a nice flight and hope to see you in two years' time.
-----end of message-----

anyway to some of us, mr teo has been a good teacher. a relive one bah. =) after recess we went back to our normal timetable. had chinese for two periods. wa lao... mdm toh can't even remember the actual date of our chinese paper... it was clearly stated tomorrow yet she remembers it as today. arghh... i was disobeying her today. she teach us about the sentence thing and i don't understand abit and i don't make it a effort to copy it down. =) rebel!!! haha. after that boring two periods of chinese, it's two periods of english. but ms poon used half a period to be angry with us for talking, the remaining half of the period to talk to us about the problem about our class and the another one period is to play a game. it's nice too. after that we went for math. which we had to do lots of math sums. arghh... no space for me and fadhilah to put our bags we put it on top of the shelve. wahaha. math, math, and more math. my brain almost burst! and went home, did math again... this time i didn't do all. just alittle bit...

Listened to music @ 8:15 PM

♥ Monday, August 14, 2006

sigh. today's a monday. no exams today but then tomorrow common test 2 starting tomorrow for the lower secondary students. upper secondary students having common test today. first two periods maths. for once i wish ms chong didn't come. i'm sick of math. argh... but i will get sick if i see maths questions non-related to algebra. and i also able to do questions which i have to find area of sector, length of arc etc... ms chong even gave us ws to do as a revision to do at home. ms chong said that on friday, meaning this friday she's going away for a course so this friday no math lesson. she wanted to us work to do on friday, but then got one guy say "ms chong... you have been working so hard... us too... must rest... so don't need to give us anything to do on friday since on friday, math only one period." haha. in the end ms chong agreed not to give us work to do on friday.

we had another two periods, of chinese! wah.. i couldn't go back to my seat since it was cramped and i though edwin will sit on my place so instead, i went to sit near to xiaohui, ann ann and shimin leaving wendy to sit all by herself. it was so good of me to my debts before mdm toh even ask me to pay her $1.50 since i paid $2 last week. after that we went for our recess. sigh. after eating we went to he library. when the bell had rang, me and zarinah waited for xiaohui and wendy but then when we wanted to go to the parade square to sit since every class chairperson had to count heads. then they went up. wah... so me, xiaohui, zarinah and wendy went up ourselves.

a double period of science that is. we did science ws. today did alot of ws, sigh. but i didn't finish it on time so i told ms teng i would pass up the ws tomorrow. sigh. then is the three periods of d&t. did our work. didn't finish it as well. next week then continue. =) then mr chin say if we faster finish, can paint colours or spray colours on our d&t work! hmmm.... i want light blue and white. =) i think i will use spray paint instead of the classic poster colouring.

Tomorrow - EL paper 2 & History paper

Listened to music @ 8:17 PM

♥ Sunday, August 13, 2006

i know it's a sunday but i really have something important to post here. and it's also one of my biggest problem. you see, whenever i come online... it's feels like i'm not online. cause no one's chatting with me on msn nor playing kongkongsea and maplesea with me. i really need someone to play with or chat with me. oh yes. i maybe having a jab tomorrow after school since my skin is allegic to all seafood except fish. ekk.. i don't want a jab. but then, my skin is really very itchy. and i keep scratching... arghhh!!! i can'ttake it anymore but then i also don't want have a jab!!!! help...

Listened to music @ 8:08 PM

♥ Friday, August 11, 2006

it's a friday... sigh... today got history test and i didn't study! but then i told joanne, shimin, ann ann, zarinah and wendy something. about what i saw on mr teo's tag board. heehee. so bad of me... cause the other day or rather yesterday, i went to mr teo's blog and take a look. saw that he replied to fadhilah asking how he know who is that hot-ass guy she was refering to. haha. mr teo called fadhilah a doof and i dunno what it means anyway. i told fadhilah via sms and she asked me to help her reply. fadhilah called mr teo a badie. wahahahahahahahaha!!! first two periods already history. oh man... i hate history. the paper was 4 pages and the last question on the last page i left it blank since i dunno what's the difference between the whatever source B and source C. the section B and C are the most hardest. oh yar. by the way, i changed place with edwin then i sat beside shimin which was mass's seat. =) shimin is so bad... she left the last page empty. totally blank. therefore, me and shimin decided to change our choices for the last time to choice 5 instead of choice 6. and i handed up to ms poon during cme.

we had two periods of literture. but then first period was to do the what survey about the school. lame. amirah was late. AGAIN! she's late on monday, tuesday i dunno since i'm already at the hall and today which is friday, she's late. sigh. second period we went up and got back our open-book literture test paper. so good... ann ann got 20/20. shimin got 19/20, me and xiaohui both got the same marks which is 18/20, zarinah got 17/20 and wendy got 15/20. after that, we went for recess. me, xiaohui and zarinah did the walk where we walked the same pace and same feet to go together. everyone start on right. heehee. after recess was english. we did corrections of the comprehension we did on singapore idols. we went for maths lesson after that. we did the topic on scale drawing. both me and ann ann did listen to whatever ms chong was talking about. we were drawing on our textbooks. there's two sketches of the house plan. me and ann ann was designing our dream house like what will be here and what will be there. =)

after that was cme. cme become english since we didn't manage to finish the corrections. sigh. after that we went to the hall for a show. heehee. they were talking about they past and there's these two girls, one malay and another chinese keep fighting and there's a whatever indian guard lah. her rank very long so cannot remember. she said her great great great great grandfather had this vision on what will happen today. by the way, her great great great grandfather was a guard and a fortune teller, her great great grandfather was a guard, her great grandfather was a guard, her grandfather was a guard, her father is also a guard. she like crazy one lor. keep telling the two girls who are fighting their past. what happened to them... then become the history of singapore. about the malaysia and singapore, they were once friends... then in the end, become the recent past of the two girls when they were young. haha. after the vision ended, that indian guard came out and the two girls like very scared of her vision thing then that indian guard said: i'm the whatever guard of this shopping centre... then the two girls like want to run away. actually the indian guard was saying. i'm the whatever guard of this shopping centre... have a nice day. then we all go laugh like mad/crazy people sia. but then still very nice to watch that ultra funny show. after that i went to take the photo which was taken on the dance compeition. and went home.

Listened to music @ 8:26 PM

♥ Thursday, August 10, 2006

yeh. today's a thursday and i don't have to go to school since today's a post-national day holiday... i think... and the best part of it, i'm going out to have fun with bernice since i really don't want to slack at home. slacking at home is way too boring. since i only can use the computer for 3 hrs daily. i wore my newly bought baggy jeans today. those jeans guys wear... yar... you know what i'm talking right? if not, GET OUT OF HERE! haha! anyway... besides that jeans, i also wore my light pink t-shirt with strawberry printed one on the fornt and one on the back. and my shoes which i bought at yellow before new year. =)

our bus arrived at the bus interchange at the same time but i came out of the bus slower then bernice. first we went to the library since i need to return my novel and borrow another. and this time, it wasn't me who chose it. haha. 2 mins later we came out and went to the food court for lunch. she had tom-yam ramee and i had beef ramee since i really have nothing else to eat and bernice wouldn't let me buy food from another stall. and i though i was her ELDER cousin?!

after that we are really bored and she finished buying whatever she need to buy at popular which is a notebook, we went to jurong entertainment centre to take neoprints. but in the end we didn't. we spent out money on the arcade and some drinks. each of us spent $10.50 for ice-skating! and i don't know how to ice-skate. i feel like i'm wasting money. heehee... but then, i learned how to walk all thanks to trixie, bernice and of course madeline! =) so sad. i fell. arghh... i fell... but only my butt was wet. ekkk... so cold... we didn't bring gloves and ended up buying gloves. sigh. if only i know how to ice-skate... i will not keep saying... excuse me. excuse me. sigh. after that we played the chinese drums again... i beat her okay. but then, she's not bad herself! maybe next school holidays come out and go ice-skating with her and some other friends...

Listened to music @ 9:42 PM

♥ Tuesday, August 08, 2006

tuesday. finally the day where i am leading the sing-alongs. the bad thing is that i have to perform twice today. the first item and the last item which is item number 7. sigh. the moment i reached school, wendy also reach school and we went up to the hall. before that when i was still at home, i was already chatting with wendy on my handphone and the conversation lasted for 18 mins as shown on my handphone.

we practiced the dance moves that hamzah once taught us. and watched alittle bit of the parade which was held at the parade ground. it was all so fast! suddenly they all from the parade square come up to the hall. arghhh.... then we have to hide backstage. sigh. the dance first item lehx.. wendy very scared at that time since she had never preform on stage in hillgrove before... wah... that ms neo go take pictures of me without asking. tsk tsk... after that me and wendy stayed backstage. i have to since i have another item to go which is the last item and wendy don't dare.

the last item as fun. the school (sec 1 to sec 3 only), did the hillgrove wave~ weee~ i stand in fornt of 2A2 some more... woo.. scary.. heehee.. but it was fun... we sang in this format: my island home, together, where i belong, we'll get there, one united people and reach out for the skies. i wanna do this again next year.. haha. i will pull zarinah down the next time the sing-alongs start next year. esther too! heehee.. 今天我玩的很开心。 你呢?

Listened to music @ 8:24 PM

♥ Monday, August 07, 2006

monday. 很闷的星期一。that is what i will say. no reading today since time was taken to give out floorball awards and sports and fitness club members COP. plus ms yeow giving the whatever AISIAN day message. sigh. 很闷。after that we had our double periods maths. learned more about the angles of a polygon. or whatever it's called. by the way, is the hanyin pinyin correct? i'm so bad in my chinese until i needed help on a simple essay. sad.

we went up to class for mt lesson. 2 periods of boredom. did workbook practices anyway. sigh. i couldn't go back to my seat cause i don't have the space to go in to my seat anyway. while everyone rushed down for recess, ann ann, xiaohui, shimin, wendy, zarinah and me stay in class since ann ann wanted to look at the costume that zarinah brought to school.

after recess was double periods of science. sigh. xiaohui was the second highest in class for the most current science test! 43/50. jolie got 44/50. i got 35/50. at least i'm improving. grin. we did the science workbook but ms teng give us the answers so we just copy. and i copy like mad! haha. after that was 2 periods of d&t/home econ since the last period is for history. sigh. we did 3/4 of the art work. idiot wood. the dust made me wanna... you know what i mean. history lesson time. boring! went through chapter 5 on world war 2. sigh. cause friday got history test.

after that waited until 3pm go 1E1 classroom to practice for tomorrow's concert. we are singing these songs: my island home, where i belong, we'll get there, one united people and reach our for the skies. i'm leading my island home verse 2 and one united people verse 1. reach our for the skies's chorus part got movement and we need to do. sigh. i realise that tomorrow also must perform the dance that hamzah taught us. if nada can lahx. cause she sec 4 and she got what learning thing. and then i went home since staying in school 很闷。

Listened to music @ 9:23 PM

♥ Friday, August 04, 2006

today's a boring friday and today is the day of the dance compeition. sigh. hope i still remember all the dance steps. =) sigh. first two lessons are history. we go through chapter 5 and were told that common test is chapter 4&5 but i don't believe it. and i think it should be chapter 1 - 5. after that is two periods of literature. we watched scene 3, 4 and 5 but not fun at all since they all just read from the textbook.

after that we went for recess but ms lim wanted me to carry her laptop to the staff room. when i carried it, i realise that the weight is about the same as my bag. heehee. after recess is english. we got back some test marks and so happy that i finally passed my summary. 11/15! content: 8/10. everytime it will only be 2/10 but now.. yeh! after english was math. math today every boring. after that is cme. free talking period. when the bell ring, me and wendy went to the canteen to eat early lunch. since we are going dance compeition later and the bus will leave at 1pm.

at 12.30pm, we went to the music room to practice. and we were late by 10 mins. we board the bus at 1.10pm instead. when we reached there, we were very early. then must wait for the fake 'king' hamzah. heehee. now then know how to spell his name. we practice at the compeition venue. at 2.30pm, we went up to sit down. we are the second group with the least people. sigh. we are the fourth to perform. my goodness... i didn't know erica was also there! we did alittle cheer before we took our places and get ready. and we're off... i did alittle mistakes. but then, i think we are the group with lots of movements. after all groups had performed, some of us took off our caps and asked hamzah to sign on it. we took some photos so mdm teh could place it in the school magazine?! ekk... wendy's handphone as well. i got those pictures from her via infrared..

hamzah had to go at 4.30pm cause he got class. sigh. we were allowed to go down and watch the floorball. =) at 4.45pm we were back at the hall. sigh. hooray! hillgrove is the champions for floorball!!!! and hooray again!!!! hillgrove is also the champions for the dance compeition!!!!!! heehee! so happy! we danced again the item but on stage! we felt different after that. the feeling is not the same as dancing on the hall. (not stage) we said that if got hamzah teach us dancing then we come for sports and fitness. if not, we don't come. =') then at the bus on the way back to school, corlisa want us to sing song then mr yeo suggested us to sing the crazy frog's song called we are the champion. heehee. our caps are autographed and at 7.32pm, wendy sms me to tell me what hamzah sent to wendy. he said "i'm so proud of you all. you have really gone the distance." =')

thank you hamzah for teaching us all the movements. although you shouted at us sometimes, but we really make the effort to to our best.

Listened to music @ 11:08 PM

♥ Thursday, August 03, 2006

okay... i'm still doing my homework. i was freaked out when i arrive the music room at 5pm to realise it's ending. sad! and i have to rush there~ sigh. i am so tired right now and i just wanna sleep and never wake up. haha. okay.. i will stop crapping and start writing or rather typing. i arrive just in time today! heehee. was almost late but luckly i ate my early breakfast or i would had walked slower... had maths for the first two periods. and i must say... i was falling asleep in ms chong's lesson. shhhh... don't tell her that. it's just that i can't control my eyelids. sigh. after that was pe. blah! it's was totally BORING! haha. just remembered. yesterday me and ann ann are W.I.M.P. i really can't remember what's that. maybe tell you tomorrow? i can't sms her since i hit my 400 sms. almost hit my 500 free sms. ekkk!

we went for recess and ann ann started trying malay food. =) after that went up for double periods of freaking no teacher teaching history lesson. sigh. turns up to be one relive teacher who will teach us history tomorrow i guess. at the second period of history lesson, zarinah started playing with my hair and that stupid jokers go give funny funny comments and i hate it!!! argh! after that was suppose to be english and ms poon haven't arrive yet. that stupid aidil was starring at me as if he wanna beat me up when i wanted him to go back to his seat before ms poon arrive then he will get scolding. looks like he doesn't... ya, you know. did exposition writing since we learned the proper way to do it. sigh. after that was one and the last period of the day which in mt. sigh. did newspaper article but i anyhow do. lazy to do it properly. teehee. after that went for the sports and fitness club. walao.. that guy keeping nagging and shouting sia. dance here, dance there. lol! heehee. but in the end i ended up late for the NDP practice. sad. but then reached home and fell asleep. =')

Listened to music @ 9:00 PM

♥ Wednesday, August 02, 2006

today's a wednesday. and had a cca photo taking after school. had art for the first two periods. did that idiot art work i had to do which i totally did wrongly and i want to redo it and hand it in next, next week since next wednesday is national day. which reminds me, i'm taking part in the sing-alongs. =) after that is english. very boring. sigh. edwin wants ms poon to do something meaningful like debut about our co-form teacher. haha. but all we did was the exposition writing thing. sigh.

yes! today is deep-fried wednesday! my fave malay rice stall!! heehee. sigh. i forgot to buy my all-time fave seaweed chicken. :'( after that we lined up as usual in the parade square and then went to the library for math. we learned about similar something which i don't remember. luckly that topic don't have formula to study or my brain will start to burst!

after that we went up for chinese lesson. we did corrections for the compre test we had yesterday and while doing it, i on my discman to the max so me and wendy won't have to wear the ear thing and teacher won't be able to find that i'm listening to my discman in her lesson! =) after the teachers has gone off and we are getting ready for music lesson, edwin wanted those who have any type of sony ericsson handphones to take out and place it in a line on the table. just the chinese group and we had about 7-8 sony ericsson handphones! i wanted one too. but must wait for my contract to end before i change my handphone. after that we went down for music lesson. we sang songs like together, home etc... we sang two songs from 2000. and sigh. i wanted to sing my island home..

we went up for the last lesson for the day which was science. we are the topic of sound. and the lesson was... somehow boring as well. but not boring as english. sigh. we even had to do worksheets.

we went for lunch and wait near the carpark for the cca photo taking. my goodness! i have to stand on the table?! i had a long time since i stood on the table in any class photos. we waited for a long time before it was our turn to take the cca photo. sigh. wendy have to wait even longer! our sport and fitness club was held at the hall. tomorrow as well. friday is the compeition already. our costume is a white shirt with some designs, our school skirt above knee length, white shoes but green shoelaces and a green tucker cap. =) and a white thing to tie our hair with. we ended at 5.45pm and it was very late already. i just want to go home and sleep...

Listened to music @ 8:38 PM

♥ Tuesday, August 01, 2006

photo taking... photo taking... photo taking!!!! today! oh boy, i can't wait.. haha. edwin's back from his illness. =) today only yiyee never come. sigh. cme and pg swopped with english. sigh. english lessons first. we talked about exposition writing. nothing much ya know? because our last exposition writing was badly done, we revised it again and ms poon even say must do another one. sigh. but she didn't say when. after that was double period of science. we went to the lab at last. it was fun. we are learning about sound. =) and my lab partner is xiao hui. yeh! haha. we played around with a tuning fork. xiaohui go hit the fork on the rubber cork and brush it on the joint of my arms and it tickles. haha.

after that we went for recess. eat the normal stuffs and drank the normal stuff too. but then, it was boring. after recess was double periods of chinese. but only 1 period since another is for photo taking. i though can listen to discman.. so sad cause we had to do a compre test in our workbook. sobs. after that is photo taking!! yeh!

we went down and the girls rushed to the nearest toliet and comb here comb there including me. heehee. my hair was messy back then so i needed the water and mirror. after that we arrange ourselves from shortest to tallest. the giants (girls) are xiao hui, ann ann and liana. heehee. adila was beside me again. same as last year. heehee. the second row was too packed and me and adila was so close and i felt as if we are lesbians. lol! xiaohui beside me and shimin in fornt of me. we acted as if we are a family for the causal shot. heehee. ms poon was siting beside shimin and in fornt of me. we had a great time..

after that is the swopped cme and pg but instead is a free talking period. the malay students keep complaining that why the co-form teacher also take the photo with us. and ms poon was talking about bias. haha. we found out that edwin is bias towards ms poon! haha! sigh. after that was math. we gone through the math worksheet and then left with 5 mins and ms chong doesn't want to start on a new sub-subject since only left 5 mins. so ann ann went to study for her home econ test.

after school had the sports and fitness club. idiot lahx! we did formations and it's too fast for me to catch up. but indeed it's fun. sigh. compeition this friday already. but now i can't wait for tomorrow's photo taking with all the choir members! esther... heehee. comfirm she will do her hair one..

Listened to music @ 8:32 PM