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♥ Wednesday, April 25, 2007

if you read my post on friendster blog, this is continued verison. lols. first thing first, thnks sk for the songs. the one choir sang at the SYF. damn shiok to finally hear how we sang in victoria concert hall at home. hehe. i convert it to mp3 format and saved it in my mp3? lols. yes i did. well, this friday mr thiru is coming in during pg period to change our seating arrangement?! i hope i sit near to the fornt or middle not the back and please please... i don't want sit with jesslyn... and... huixia keep remembering my name as jesslyn tan when it's jeslyn tan. ='( sad. today quite sian. considering nothing much goes on except for the studying part. no free time to sleep. T-T i was freaking tired today and overslept. luckly i came down just in time for the bus. =) 7.08am the bus 945/985 will come. sigh.

hope tomorrow will be a better day for me and for you.
Listened to music @ 9:10 PM

♥ Monday, April 23, 2007

you don't have to put in alot of effort. just do your best and believe your effort will pay off.

what is done has been done. just be glad that you have done your best and no one will blame you.

that's was what we heard just before the SYF. it's our first time and we're a SSA/SSAA choir, aimming for sliver. didi what we have to and got a bronze when we really wanted a sliver. (i just realised. i'm good with these quotes. =D)

sigh. it's a sad case. they just want to get their hp back... what's wrong with that? why heaven must be so cruel to take away her life? has she done anything wrong to you? why must it be like that. she's just a 14 year old girl... (and the reporter have to say to the whole country that she's from hillgrove sec. =/)

what has been done has been done. no use crying over spilled milk at this point of time.

let us pray and hope she will rest in peace. although i do not know you, but you are still apart of the hillgrove family. rest in peace, debra...
Listened to music @ 9:17 PM

♥ Sunday, April 22, 2007

currently eating m&m's new product. the dark chocolate version. and it's delicious. =) hmm... savour it. sigh. tomorrow is the day. SYF. excited. i believe my other chori peeps are as well. some will be nervous and some will be excited. which one are you? =/ just to say good luck to hillgrove choir and hope we'll get sliver. qianwen say we'll get gold. as if we'll. too bad i couldn't take some photos for the SYF if not i would like to post it. xD

to hillgrove choir: lets do our very best and aim for sliver! bring back a sliver for the school and do ourselves and the teachers proud. =)
Listened to music @ 3:27 PM

♥ Friday, April 20, 2007

today my plan to go kboxing with wendy was canceled and was very very upset. but on the other hand, i'm glad that i turn up for choir today. although it was a long session today, i still pretty much enjoyed myself. =) 1.30pm to 5pm. extended. =/ we wore high heels while singing and around 3pm mrs yeow came in to listen to us sing?! when she came in, no one noticed it. omg. it was like... 'surprise!' like that. =/ then mrs yeow and mr yiong had a long chat. mrs yeow called mr yiong mr ong. wahahaha. lols. before we left, ms ng gave us a checklist of what to bring on monday including a storybook for slient reading but i asked ann to bring a storybook for me instead so i don't have to bring my storybook. =) i'll be gone after reading period and going to miss math and geo test on monday the 23th april. will be back by 5pm?! =/ i wanted to wait for the results but sec3 wasn't included. all the sec4 and 5s were included as this is their 1st and last choir SYF in hillgrove and has been with the choir since day 1. =/ some of the sec2 and 1s were allowed to go as well. ='( 30 students is going to wait for the results. and i wish hillgrove to get a sliver. the best is gold but that's impossible.
Listened to music @ 8:44 PM

♥ Thursday, April 19, 2007

well, don't what happen mr rojes today never come. =/ no math for 1 period nia. listen to my mp3 in class. =) after school got oral. hehe. i told mdm kong that i have choir and have to go first. then we go shift tables and chairs lah. mdm kong call me 'choir girl' =/ "where's that choir girl huh?" =/ oral was hard. =/ then went to the music room for choir practice. open the door and saw 2 instructors?! 1 on piano and another conducting. mr goh on piano i can tell. then i have no idea who is the one conducting then i ask. oh my goodness! it's mr yiong leh. i totally can't tell. hair combed to the back. o.O can't tell. and i had a shock of my life. then alto had selection by mr goh. before we started...

mr yiong: who's the girl i told about the 'on' part for taivas?
no one raise hand.
afew sec later i raise my hand.
me: i think it's me...
mr yiong: you think it's you huh. it's you lah.

diao. =.= kind of lame right? i can't remember it myself. after selections, four sop 2 manage to pass his selections. i manage to pass. =) x) choir until 6pm leh. then tomorrow got choir at 1.30pm then end at 3.30pm but might drag... like that i can't go kbox sing... ='(
Listened to music @ 8:39 PM

♥ Wednesday, April 18, 2007

23th april we'll be gone from 8am all the way till after school. yeh. cause of SYF mah. =) then today trouble stewing during math lesson. mr rojes have a habit of letting people go to the toliet after the first bell if he have 2 periods of math with us. then 2 girls and 1 guy want go toliet during the 1st period then mr rojes don't let. the guy say okay i'll wait and the 2 girls kick a fuss about it. then 1 girl went out of the classroom then mr rojes ask chairmn to lock the door. both the fornt and back. then when she return to find the doors locked, she got pissed and asked for her bag and walked away to find eric koh. =/ but then she cannot find eric koh and told mr song lah. then he say go back to your class and talk to him nicely. zzz [as if she will] then the other girl shouted and screamed saying that she want go toliet. 2nd bell ring le then she still cannot go. mr rojes let the guy go 1st. then she say bias. [please lah. have you heard of 1st come 1st serve??] diao. she claims that mr rojes make her cry?! diao. after school went for NAFA test. fail my shutter run, standing board jump and inclimbflax [dunno how to spell] pull up. =/ the rest like sit up and sit and reach i pass. today no choir that why i can go take NAFA test. =) tomorrow got mt oral + choir.
Listened to music @ 5:29 PM

♥ Tuesday, April 17, 2007

well, my class still can't get over the sec 3 camp. hope they will get out of this type of life as mr rojes is threatening us with it. cause during cme lesson today some people were still banging the tables doing the 'everybody dance now...' that table cheer. well, it was fun while it lasted. oh yar, and mr rojes made us stay back during recess for a short 1 min.

"if you guys want to re-experience the camp, please pay me $100 in cash." said mr rojes. and that was the threatening line i heard. lols? today during reading period ann forgot to bring her storybook and got away with it?! what seh. i also want leh. haha. after school had geo test with vivien and mr chua marked just after we done the test and show us the marks?! the paper was appoint 20 marks. i got 11 and vivien got 7. wahahaha. [am i evil to laugh at other people's marks?]

yar yar yar. it's a short one today and i don't know why. for what i know, tomorrow got NAFA test and i have choir tomorrow. ms ng wants us to take our NAFA test on thurs after choir at 4pm but i have mt oral then. =_= boing. i'm going crazy as screws from my brain is unscrewing itselves. =x
Listened to music @ 3:27 PM

♥ Monday, April 16, 2007

weird. when they first gotten hold of the consent form about sec 3 adventure camp at sarimbun campsite, these people were like... "wah... i don't want go leh..." like that. and believe me, they actually enjoyed themselves in the camp and can't forget about the camping trip and misses the trainers. [resh and yy] =) well, those people are my classmates. =_= yup. my classmates in class, 3A1. and they have no idea where to hang the flag we made during the camp. lols. in school today was great. cause everyone was still talking about the camp. like during mt lesson, we went down to the com lab and the girls were like "degree oi!" see what i mean? then after we found out that we cannot access the lab of our mis-use of lab the other time we went back to class to do our own things and me and chingwee were talking about the camp. weiling, joanne they all were doing the table cheer;everybody dance now. that cheer. and that yizhang keep mocking about the degree cheer as his class can only hear part of our cheer. the part... "what is our moral? what is our mission?" that part nia. so, i counter-attack him with... "we're the bomb crappies, we're the bomb crappies, we're the bomb bomb bomb bomb bomb crappies." =) i'm glad i did that. then chingwee were singing during mt lesson. "high tip tip tip tip. high tip tip tip tip. high tip tip tip tip, tip tip tip tip tong tong tong." and "making melodies in my heart, making melodies in my heart, making melodies in my heart, just for you and me. thumbs up..." [peiseh. the rest i don't know.] haha. but then, it's true. we all miss the camp. and chingwee told me that he found yy's friendster and i just went to see... to my surprise, vivien joanne thay all found resh's as well so i went to add. =/ lols. i actually wanted to add just now in the afternoon but i was so tired that i went to sleep instead. =/ well, tomorrow's another day and we'll see how it goes! =)

~ missing those days in the camp. DEGREE!
Listened to music @ 8:50 PM

♥ Saturday, April 14, 2007

these are some pictures i have been waiting to upload since 9th april! the day we went VCH for another choir practice. enjoy~ [thnks sk for the pix]
Listened to music @ 4:30 PM

♥ Friday, April 13, 2007

day 1 [11/4]:
went to school as per normal except that we brought sleeping bags, clothes, shoes, etc... whatever you think one might bring for camping we all [sec 3s] brought to school. =) SECONDARY THREE ADVENTURE CAMP 2007! excited. we were briefed in the sch gym during reading period so we didn't read our storybooks regardless whether we brought it anot. around 8am, it's off we go! took the bus to sarimbun campsite and on the way ann was hugging my piggy beanie. =/ lols. reached there and have to put our stuff on the muddy grass, sandy floor. we have to sit on it too. but for the grass, we squatted. xD then we get to know our trainers. two trainers. i don't know their full name as i never write down. lols. we called them 'resh' and 'yy' and frankly speaking, yy looks abit like mr teo leh. [last yr eng teacher from jan - may] plus, he's only 19. o.O we went to pitch our own tents except that, 3T1 to 3E6 pitch for the boys and 3E5 to 3E1 pitch for the girls. =) but before we could do so we have to give our class a group name starting with 'D' as from 3T1 is 'A', 3A3 is 'B' then 3A2 is 'C' etc... so 3A1 is 'D' lor. then we have to think of a group name. and we settled for DEGREE! =) nice name. hahas. then after pitching tents was time for lunch. lunch is at 12nn and we have one hour to eat! woots. then at 1pm we have our 1st activity of the day! nature hunt. whereby we have to find certain plants and identify them. but before i can play the game, me and vivien were taken out from the group because of choir practice. so, we didn't play any activies. 4 games per day and 8 games to play. i like the last game they played and it was at 6pm when we came back. vivien went to play and i didn't as i don't want to get wet on the 1st day plus i bathed in sch already. all the sec 3 choir members did. 'command and conquer' that's the game. water bomb included. =) everyone sabotaged mr rojes, mr yeo and mr teo. lols. and mr rojes's shirt was wet. haha. then went to wash up for dinner around 7pm. after dinner we went for a walk outside the campsite with the 2 trainers. japanese killed lots of people there long time ago?! wah... learned abit of history there lah. =) then we started thinking what to do for the campfire item for the next night. then went for supper. =) we drank milo only and the rest ate biscuits. light out at 11.30pm but then we only slept around 1am++?! we couldn't sleep. =/ oh yar, i forgot to tell who i shared tent with. 8 people share 1 tent so me, ann, kaixin, weiling, joanne, jolie, vivien and jesslyn shared one. tent number 28. =/ the fcuking people from other class then pitch the tent properly for us. damn it.

day 2 [12/4]:
suppose to wake up at 6.30am but we scared the toliet flooded with people so we got up extra early and the rest of the girls as well lah. 5.30am. early right? how we got up so early? kaixin never surrender her handphone so we used it as a alarm clock. =) but then... around 6am the trainer tried to shoo us away. telling us to go back to our tents and only come out when it's 6.30am. =/ then we woke up and it wasn't time for breakfast yet. it was time for exercise. damn it. on the muddy grass somemore. alot of people don't like lah. then 7pm then we ate breakfast. 8pm our activies starts. first was 'cooperating corner'. and it was fun and scary. 1st was we have to balance ourselves on a giant tube and arrange ourselves in order. like for e.g, birthday month. jan on the right then dec on the left. like that arrange lor. then was the giant fingerprint. 1 long wooden pole stuck on the ground with a rubber tube from a car passing through the wooden pole and we have to get the tube out. the pole was like taller then us?! so, one person stand on another person's shoulder to remove the pole. 3 human ladder. after that we have to put it back in and this time we saw mr rojes walked past and asked him for help. lols. vivien on mr rojes's shoulder. lalala. hehe. vivien was shaking on top cause the tube was damn heavy. then mr rojes also shaking lah. wahahaha. then the see-saw. must balance. meaning everyone on the see-saw then must try to balance the see-saw. =) we never did it. the other group of DEGREE never did it as well. sad. lols. then rock-climbing. wee~ i never climb 1/4 of it as i couldn't climb? yar. i didn't. but at least i tried! hard leh. walao. edwin climbed about 3/4 of it lah. so high sia. then was arts. we made our very own flag. =) then was lunch break at 12nn. 1pm continue with the activies. 'team building' was next. it was fun. break into 2 grps then play. 1st one was everyone squeeze into 3 hoolahoops. then the trainer ask all of us to put 1 finger on the tree and when he blow the whistle then we go back and squeeze into the hoolahoops. but instead of 3, become 2. we only can squeeze into 2 hoolahoops. then we walk the planks. haha. not the pirate ship ones. wooden block with planks and we have to move it and walk. cannot fall down. but we cheated. haha. when rash was talking to the other trainer we secretly move lots of planks and blocks and we fall down lah. lols. we though he never see us do those crimes but he did. and minus out time. lols. then we played spiderweb. we must go throught the spiderweb. after 1 person go thru 1 hole, that hole is closed as in we cannot go thru that hole again. and we cheated again! haha. [cheaters] and we got away with it. =D then we have 2 water activies. 'river crossing' was fun. 3 black tubes, 4 wooden poles and some ropes. tie together to build a raft to transport us from one end to another. but we have to get 1 swimmer to hold the rope with was tied to a tree to swim to the other side to get all the lifejackets. so all together got 5 lifejackets. in the end, we forced mr rojes to get wet with us. haha. lols. the trainer play hokey-pokey in the water. what put your whole mouth in, put your whole mouth out, put your whole mouth in and you shake it all about and you do the hokey pokey and u turn yourselve around and that's what is all about. lols. whole head also have. lols. then we went to 'nature rumble' aka 'yy's chocolate factory' lols. walk in the mud. that resh very what leh. when we reach a place with lots of mud, watery somemore he go stomp leh. >< but then very fun. hehe. then we got walked in the river. a pool of watery mud. and it reaks of metal. =/ and we were suppose to somehow roll in the mud? meaning getting ourselves muddy. clothes nia. but still got some people go put mud on their cheeks?! wahaha. we go in B1 then level 1 then B2 then go B1 then out of the muddy place. the B2 is fulled of mud around ankle there. high wor. then 2nd B1 was a river. left side is towards the sea in johor, right is the exit. from level 1 to B1 we walked in the rain as it was raining. lols? my shoes kanna stuck in the mud in B1?! then need people help me. meaning pull me up. lols. mr rojes help lor. =/ then we go wash up in time for dinner. after dinner we went to take our torchlight then went to the shelter to practice our cheer for campfire. then we went to the campfire. =) alot teachers were there including ms yanti, mr chua, mdm chan, etc. those teaching mainly sec 3s. mrs yeow and mrs lim were there as well. i can't remember what happened during the campfire as i was too tired to remember all. but i know, it's fun and mrs yeow said that it was the best sec 3 campfire she have ever been. =D then was supper, wash up, sleep. but some people when to get autograph from the 2 trainers. and have a chat with them. lights out at 12mn.

day 3 [13/4]- last day:
woke up at 6am, brush teeth and did whatever we need to. packed our bags and carried and gather at the dinning table. have breakfast then went to strike our tents. meaning keepping it. had a hard time cause we need to wipe and wipe and wipe. then was area cleaning. different grps have different duties. like cleaning the toliets, etc. for us was walking around the places we been to for the games and picking up rubbish. then took the bus and headed back to school...

some memories/happy moments:

we greeted the trainer, stylomilo [dunno the spelling] like resh told us to do so.
- good morning/afternoon/evening mr stylomilo bleah! =) [bleah meaning puke]

cheers:

1. fire up, who we are.
degree company, who we are oie.
degree company, who we are oie.
what is our moral, to be the best oie.
what is our mission, to earn more points oie.
GO... DEGREE!

as for the 2nd cheer, i totally forgot.
3rd cheer is a table cheer. ask me in sch and i'll show.
but it goes like this,

3. everybody dance now...
two times...
three times...
lets break it down now...

while waiting for the bus in the dinning room...
- three cheers for resh.
hip hip, hooray.
hip hip, hooray.
hip hip, hooray.

- three cheers for y square. [yy]
hip hip, hooray.
hip hip, hooray.
hip hip, hooray.

that's the end of the sec 3 adventure camp. at first we didn't want to go and were abit homesick but as time pass by, we got used to it. and now we are leaving, we'll miss all the fun times we had.

3A1 aka degree [101°C]
Listened to music @ 9:41 PM

♥ Monday, April 09, 2007

hmm... today we went to vch with our costume and shoes. without make-up. xD woooootttt... luckly i got bring mp3 there. i was so bored during the bus ride. we were having practice with jurong west sec sch. [hope i got the sch name right] SATB choir and SSA choir. wow. i kana flu while listening to them sing. we were sat down at the seats and the air-con was damn cold. i have a hard time enjoying their singing as i was taking care of my running nose. then we went back to sch and have a snack before we gather at the general office to sing our 2 songs for international friendship day. then after that liana told me that they posted on the board who can go the korea trip. i was not included. i was so upset that i could turn my voice, my mood to full blast for choir and didn't eat for lunch. i wanted to. i was hungry. but i didn't have the mood to. sad. then choir. from 1st row moved to 3rd row. which is the last row of altos, standing beside the sop 1s. double upset. even more upset. ='( and no one actually comfort me. sad. sometimes, i wish i would have a bf so he could comfort me. but i don't. now i'm just planning to go pc bunk during the june holiday to comfort myself and give myself a nice birthday present which the school refuse to give me. and that's the korea trip.

it seems that my maple dear is ignoring me. even sad.
Listened to music @ 8:17 PM

♥ Friday, April 06, 2007

well, today went out with xiaohui, zarinah, yazhen, wendy and wenxi. got to buy camping stuffs you see... i bought sleeping bag for $6.95 at giant over at IMM, some hooks, big ones for $1.60 and small ones for $0.80. =) torchlight for $3.90, batteries for $1, small toothpaste [mine is too big to bring] for $0.50. =) today very unlucky. on the way to the mrt, saw edwin, fabian and jianan. =/ unlucky. they saw me, wendy and wenxi. xiaohui, yazhen and zarinah have went home by then. damn unlucky. wendy is a very quiet girl in sch and my hair is neatly pinned and tied up and i today let down my hair, wendy wore branded stuffs [rich girl, not spoiled] monday she have to face fabian, edwin and that jianan but then i have to go victoria concert hall so i won't be seeing them in class. haha. =) but wendy poor thing lah. have to face them. i also bought vitamin C. chewable ones somemore. =) eaten one already. left 29 tablets. =)

countdowns: 3 days till choir performance, 5 days till sec 3 camp
Listened to music @ 8:29 PM

♥ Thursday, April 05, 2007

hahas. it's true. i'm really lazy to update. or sometimes, i don't feel like updating. lol. (why am i keep saying 'i'm lazy to update. =/) got the list of what to bring and what not to bring for the camp. i have no sleeping bag and torchlight. =/ the sec 3 choir members have to forfeit the day 1 afternoon actives as we have to go back to sch for choir practice. sad case. then ms ng want us to take vitamin C pills everyday until the SYF day which is the 23th april. monday performing. =) excited. but before that we have to go VCH practice with 2 other schs. one of them is jurong west sec. o.O omg. omg. we got a preview of how us new and improved costume looks like. sad case. the scarf was upgraded. can't say like that lah. it's ugly. =/ no more ribbows but the bottom of the scarf is nice but the material used as a some kind of belt isn't nice. zzz brought home my dress to wash as it reeks of wood. don't know why it reeks of wood. then the shoes must bring on monday as well as the dress. sian lah. monday got geo test and i'm taking on tuesday.

need to buy my sleeping bag and torchlight asap!
Listened to music @ 9:46 PM

♥ Monday, April 02, 2007

one word to say, and that's bored. yes, bored. as in b-o-r-e-d. math lesson and i feel like sleeping. not enough sleep and was late this morning. power! the lower sec are all defiant. the OM, mr song said "go run 3 rounds in the carpark." the lower sec are all walking instead. just 1 round and he got angry went to call mr koh the DM. lower sec run 6 rounds in the parade square and we the upper sec run 5 rounds only. reached class to find out there's a compo writing to do. title seems to be 'qualities a friend should have'. i want a reasonable, trustworthy, fun friend. =) i don't mind they are talkive. as i'm a talkive person. sigh. geo we study levee then what re-sectioning and stuffs. then someone asked "cher, where's the upper course of singapore river?" the answer is "bukit timah" lols. mr chua though bukit timah got river want to bring us there and all he can find was 3 drain sewage. lols! haha. math learn intersection points. sigh. did last min ss hw. T-T today's oral was okay but i got nervous in the read aloud part. ='( but overall i think i did well just for the read aloud.

alto selection on weds. =) excited.
Listened to music @ 9:57 PM