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♥ Thursday, August 17, 2006

today having last two papers. i studied nothing but maths yesterday. nothing but math. and i didn't study science although i also have science exam today. dots. math is abit hard since ms chong didn't teach us the formula for volume of cylinder. sobs. after that was science paper. then we went for early recess. 10 mins early.

after recess we had to line up at the parade square. when the sun came out, fadhilah was saying we are having sunburn soon. and i said it'll be alright if we apply suntan lotion. heehee. then wendy said you think what, this is a beach? and i said, add water and sand. oh yar, change the name hillgrove secondary to hillgrove beach. grins. hahaha. had the best laugh that time but not until we went up the class to found the history teacher never come and half of the class were playing truth or dare. but the jokers... wanted dare so the game become dares only. choose by spinning the bottle. and alot of girls got sabotaged. the dares people want them to do is actually to kiss people or dance. grins. and me, wendy, xiaohui and zarinah were sitting behide them watching and giggling. when the bottle was spinning, aidil said hope the bottle stopped at him and in the end, it did! i kind of forget what he must do. but the only dare i remembered clearly was yizhang suppose to kiss ruzanna but then... become ruzanna kiss yizhang on the check right before ms poon comes in and before we all hurried back to our seats.

we had two periods of english playing the game we stopped yesterday. abit boring but still okay. and five boys were chased out of the class for disturbing the class with their craps. with five of them out, the class is more quiet. conclusion: the jokers are the ones with alot of craps in class yet some could be funny and annoying. blah. soon right after english we went into our mt classes or perhaps, our own fave places to sit. which is closest to our own friends. the way we students like it. grins. did newspaper article again but the topic was teenagers nowadays running away from home as young as 6 - 16. i think. read one article which was the lamest and it says, 13 year old girl runaway from home because parents want her to wash her clothes herself. dots. after reading the whole article, we somehow complained. how come don't have the story of yiyee running away from home. grins. it has been about a month since he runaway from home. sigh.

after school went to wendy's house to take my book which she took from me yesterday and helped her find the informantion she needed for her home econ project. shimin said this job is for me since i'm the home econ rep. and hello? i'm already retired from my rank of home econ rep of 2A2. dots. when i reached home just to find myself crying.

told my dad i go to school at 7am, bus will come at 7.10am and i'll reach school around 7.20am and he don't believe. i was threaten to the loss of my handphone and the computer. which i totally hate. so my world is filled with nothing but hatred. feel like running away from home but i know i can't. besides, where am i going to sleep if i runaway? i want a mp3 player, i want a scanner and the most of all. i want more freedom. if you want an unreasonable father then i could give you mine. he can only make me cry. smile sometimes but most of the time, tears of someone scolding. his talking is like scolding so you will cry. i wished he would just go away, and fulfill my wishes.
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